Change. It's bound to happen anyway.

Assalamualaikum.

I've been putting off posting for a while since my mood had been down for these couple few weeks.

Sometimes, I just don't know why...

Ok, fine. I do know, but I don't think I have the guts to write it down here...

Before you ask, No, it's not because of 'the girl problem', so step away from that subject.
It's a sore subject.

Move on from the sexist jokes please.

Anyway.
Moving on.

I think, sometimes, it's ok to be firm when you're making a decision.
Yeah, maybe someone's heart may be trampled along the way, but if it means that you could achieve your goal and, in a way, protect yourself, just do it.

Right?

I'm gonna be vague here, so just keep up with me, and try to understand.

I'm not saying that you should be vicious and mean in order to achieve happiness.
What I'm trying to point out is that sometimes, what we think is good for us may not seem to be the best after all.

I don't know about you, but I'm a person that loves to stay in the comfort zone.
I hate being in a position where I have to standby and just wait for the inevitable to happen.

But then, I guess time changes things.
Time changed my perception on my view on life.
Yeah. In a way, time did help me with my growing up process, becoming a more matured person.

I really need to get out.

I started to think that being in the same position with the exact same bundled up feelings is getting me no where.
I had to learn to let go.
To get closure.
And to move on.