A New Start

Assalamualaikum. I hate this feeling. It happens Every. Freaking. Time. You promise. You lift up my hopes. You crush it like a freaking bug. I mean, you practically have a disorder to have a totally different opinion on one thing.

Assalamualaikum. The feeling of 'Depressed' doesn't even come close to how I feel right now. Disappointed. That's the word. I feel disappointed. I feel sadness. I feel weariness. Hovering all over my mind. In my whole body. Suddenly, I feel tired.  Toooo tired. I can't.  I just can't. I hate it when people make promises that were never intended to be kept. I hate the fact that sometime, I get my hopes up. Too high up. I feel miserable knowing that this cycle would never change. Hoping that one day, maybe one day, a storm might come into my life to break this endless cycle, and create a blazing ending, an astounding rainbow. One day. When that day comes, I'll be ready.

Assalamualaikum. One day, I'll find him. Or he'll find me. Then, we'll be like.. I wish that one day, these lyrics would mean something to me. Anything. As long as it matters. Shania Twain - From This Moment Lyrics  From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment, I have been blessed I live only, for your happiness And for your love, I give my last breath From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart I can't wait to live my life with you I can't wait to start You and I will never be apart My dreams came true because of you From this moment, as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing, I wouldn't give From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just th...